Welcome to Spidikor.com!
This is a hub for all my neuropsychopharmacology research, which consists of my notes on scientific papers, as well as my own original writing and novel findings. Also, try chatting with SpidikorLM, a powerful AI model trained on my extensive portfolio!
Feel free to take a look around!
Here is my public Google Drive research archive:
Spidikor’s WebHere you will find neatly organized folders containing all of my published notes (typed by hand), current ongoing projects, as well as hundreds of comprehensive monographs outlining how molecular protein interactions cascade up the scale of emergence into observable psychoactive effects!
Thousands of studies are cited and linked! Sounds overwhelming? Ask SpidikorLM about what you’re looking for!
Currently, the best way to contact me is via my email: Spidikor@Spidikor.com
I reply to every email! It may, however, take a few days to receive my response, as I am constantly extremely busy with the incredibly tedious balancing act involving a 40h workweek and various other hobbies and interests. :P
SpidikorLM is the large language model trained on my personal, ever-expanding portfolio, comprised of my notes and personal writings (or “Weavings”), as well as a deep, dense web of comprehensive monographs covering the most up-to-date academic consensus on topics ranging from molecular pharmacology to psychiatric medication to neuroanatomy to neurodiversity; made with the help of the Gemini 3.1 Pro Deep Research tool (some have been edited for accuracy by me, as I conduct randomized audits).
NOTE: SpidikorLM cannot provide direct links to specific studies due to my new name-hyperlink format, since Gemini Notebook strips metadata from Google Docs and converts them to plaintext for storage conservation and faster response times.
Try asking SpidikorLM how NSI-189 or 9-MeBC can regenerate damaged brains, and even make healthy hippocampi grow and sprout new connections!
Or how certain brain lesions or neurodegenerative disorders can paradoxically enhance cognition or instantly cure severe addictive substance cravings, inducing spontaneous disinterest in continued consumption! This even applied to lifelong heavy smokers for whom nothing had worked, despite years of quit attempts!
Or ask it about the real story behind how Dr. Leen Kawas, Ph.D. lazily fabricated the supposed mechanism for Dihexa[†], spun it into an accepted Ph.D. thesis, bypassed audits due to inadequate peer-review verification, and founded two different companies, both with nine-figure peak valuations, all on a set of sloppily photo-edited raw data!
[†] NOTE: Dihexa does work, though. Just not via HGF or c-Met! It likely works by inhibiting insulin-regulated aminopeptidase (IRAP), just like angiotensin IV and other related peptide fragments do. The anecdata is very promising, but limited. If you have an relevant experience worth sharing, please do so on appropriate forums!
Personally, I would not characterize Dihexa as high-risk, because there is no un-retracted evidence of its action on c-Met at this point in time.
My projects move fast and I have many going at any given time. I spend more time on research than updating this website, and as such, it may be out-of-date. This website was last updated on (and is current as of) 8/1/26.
Personal Note:
I have discontinued engagement with the Discord server I previously owned. The server is now in the care of Alice. I trust her to carry on the spirit of the project. I will not be reachable on Discord for the foreseeable future. I found Discord to be a contributing factor (but far from an exclusive one) in an irritable mixed-manic episode that resulted in a hospitalization between late June and early July 2026. I am doing much better at the time of writing (8/2/26)! This is largely thanks to therapy, psychiatric medication, stack adjustments, and not being as public a figure as before.
I have also personally ceased the use of any artificial intelligence other than on-device text-to-speech and speech-to-text models. I do not believe in destroying art or science, and will therefore maintain the Gemini-generated content available on Spidikor’s Web. Since I have reached the 300-source limit that Google AI Pro provides for Gemini Notebook (formerly NotebookLM), AI-generated content will slowly, and very selectively, be removed from SpidikorLM as I create new notes. I hope that with time this will further improve the overall accuracy and integrity of SpidikorLM.
Greetings! I am Spidikor.
I am an independent autodidactic neuropsychopharmacology researcher who has been teaching myself this material for a decade. I am interested in this topic at every level of magnification: I analyze the molecular dynamics of ion channels and receptors, their downstream intracellular signaling pathways, the structure and regional differences in function of neuroanatomy, and the macro-scale psychological and behavioral changes that result from manipulating these pathways. My goal is to elucidate the mechanisms that link these distinct layers of emergence.
A perfect example of this is my "canon event" Reddit post, in which I brought to light the finding that the mechanism of action of the neurogenic compound NSI-189 (aka Amdiglurax) is not, in fact, “unknown,” as almost every other source claims. It is an agonist of the nuclear receptor TLX (aka NR2E1), as confirmed by early patent literature. Agonism at this receptor activates neural stem cells to grow and proliferate. My discovery explained the functional neurogenic effects of NSI-189 by revealing its target; the master regulator of neural stem cells, TLX. My discovery was the result of extensive internet sleuthing and mechanistic cross-referencing. These notes on NSI-189 and TLX serve as a representative example of the copious amount of effort I put into the work showcased on this site. They stand out as a proud achievement of mine.
As previously mentioned, I operate completely independently and without funding. I am not affiliated with any organization or academic institution, and have received no formal education on this subject. Rather, my research is self-directed and self-taught over the course of 10y. I am fueled by passion and driven by my insatiable curiosity. I have a strong desire to collect and share the information I learn, help people using said knowledge, and make friends along the way. If you are curious about my research, have a question, or just want to chat, feel free to email me at Spidikor@Spidikor.com! I accept almost all friend requests, given they aren’t bots, and I’m always willing to help people out with personalized suggestions and detailed explanations, free of charge! And yes, that means you!
A bit more about me:
I have ADHD, Autism, Bipolar I, OCPD… the list goes on, but those are the most relevant to my showcased work. I feel that these overlapping phenotypes have strongly contributed to the shape of my work, and the fact I do any of this to begin with. After all, what neurotypical person decides to spend a decade teaching themself an extremely abstract topic like neuropsychopharmacology?
I am non-binary and use they/them pronouns. I have never felt any meaningful attachment to an internal gender, and have always felt… exempt from the concept. I have been living authentically as myself for 8y now. Social and hormonal transition have vastly improved my life and mental health, and have enabled a higher level of self-acceptance as well. I am aware that many in the biohacking and nootropics communities are uncomfortable with transgender and non-binary individuals, and often the queer community at large. But let’s face it. We are all biohackers here. You are allowed to experiment with novel research compounds with largely unknown safety profiles, but I am not allowed to biohack my gender? Come on. And for what reason other than hormonal gender affirmation do cis men use anabolic steroids? Think about it.
During my 8y living authentically as myself, I’ve heard every variation of the same old uninspired insults, disinformation about the safety of HRT, and ignorant alt-right talking points paraphrased from “alpha-male” podcasters. As stated previously, I am fully confident in who I am. I have a genuine sense of self-worth. But if you are someone who gets enraged by seeing an openly non-binary researcher, if you believe that you know me better than I know myself, if you are looking to “trigger the libs,” or to “debate” me in bad faith about my own internal lived experiences, please know that I won’t bother engaging. I suggest you find a more fulfilling hobby. I value my time, so I will not waste it by arguing with ignorant zealots who have no genuine intent to learn. I much prefer dedicating my time to research anyway.